A few pictures of my granddaughter Amaya....She is growing so fast

 PRECIOUS GRANDDAUGHTER AMAYA

Tired Baby

Here she is with Grandpa Jerry - 2 of my favorite people in the whole world

Grandma and granddaughter - sweet, I never thought I would see the day

Are they not adorable or what?  I would love to spend more time with her - but it is hard because of Andy and Yvonne's schedules as well as mine. I know when she gets older I will be having her over here at our house. Right now not so much, I am not ready yet...some of you know me.

One of my favorites Amaya and her Daddy Andy - I am so proud of my son Andy - he is a wonderful daddy.

We are transformed in so many ways aren't we? Just think of all the seasons in our lives. Right now I am in the season of "trying to be more content" and not judge myself so harshly. I am pretty good at not judging others (at times), I have to catch my self how some people go out in public. Then I remind myself they are what they are - we all have our free will.

That is what I really want to be! As many as you know I am not on the "quiet side" and I really do miss out a lot by not really sitting with someone and listening. When I do, I am so amazed what that person has added to my life.

This is so true! It is a REMINDER THAT I CAN TOO! Of course some people it is hard to even get close them to read their hearts. I have met people at work especially that don't like to share anything about their lives. I have always been an open book - a heart that I wear on my sleeve too often, and so emotional....especially as I get older.

Oh yeah! Trusting such an issue with me. How I want to trust more in God, quit having doubts. But as I am reminded all throughout Scriptures there are plenty of "doubters". 

This is powerful! I definitely have caught myself being afraid of failing, letting others down, what will happen tomorrow, afraid the past will catch up with me, or afraid of Jerry leaving me. 

What about this one? I have been so disappointed lately - work (in myself learning the hard way); spending time with Jerry (he is a worker and doesn't have that much time to spare); spending time with friends (who has the time?); and the list could go on... but I have had God give me something better indeed! Quality time with Jerry, getting good reviews from my supervisor, seeing my friends at church and being real with them, and of course my son giving me a granddaughter when I was so disappointed a long time ago that he couldn't have children.

This is my prayer every day even though I may forget to "ask for it" God knows my heart though, He knows all!